wrong question to ask me as i went on total verbal diarrhea. reading back the msgs i sent her, i am ashamed to say that if i didn't know myself, i would think i was deranged, and not only based on the fact that it was a total of twenty four "field full" messages.
...you wake up the next morning and everything else is going on, just as it was before. but you? you've changed.
it doesn't matter how much time has elapsed, your heart and your consciousness doesn't lie.